Breathe

I feel like I’m a detective trying to figure out my own life or rather where I belong. I have found that I need people more than they need me. Everyone has left me in my life, be it physically or emotionally and I think that’s why I get so attached to people. l give everyone a chance in hopes that they won’t leave me empty handed like the rest of them.. but it turns out they all do. Sometimes I feel like maybe my expectations are set too high or that I think too highly of myself. But why stoop to levels of others? I stay true to who I am and what I’m about. Fuck what you think. 

I need a break. A long break at that. I don’t know where my head is or what I’m doing anymore. Its crazy how you can give a piece of yourself to everyone that you meet and receive nothing in return. Eventually you have no more pieces to give out.. I’m at the point where I am empty handed.

I don’t know what to do anymore or how to feel..