My 21st birthday was the other day and all I did was cry. The thought of living another year scares me.
I’m just tired of the hurt.

Do you ever just wonder what everyones life would be like if you weren’t around.

Would you be missed? Will people remember you? Would anyone care?

I want to test my theory most days. I think that if I were to disappear people wouldn’t notice and once they did it wouldn’t be a huge loss to them. I’m just so confused as to why I’m not enough for anyone, no one. No one goes out of their way to make me feel like I am loved, yet I am always there for everyone else. I will always go out of my way to help those that I love. 

I’m just so over these feelings.